Thanks to my wonderful friends, (note the sarcasm in my tone of text) I decided to tell Mr M how I feel. But let’s just say that I am more confused now, than what I was before the feelings speech.
2weeks ago he told me that he is falling in love with me, so the slow responder that I am I only told him this weekend that I feel the same way.
Hes response was: “Why are you only telling me now, why did I have to say it alone?” – I mean really dude? Be happy I’m telling you????
Then later on I was told that if we can make “THIS” work, we will have a tighter bond then what couples or even best friends have??? Now please explain to me, what the hell does “THIS” mean?
So why do good girls like bad guys?
I had this question for a real long time
I've been a bad boy and it's plain to see
So why do good girls fall in love with me?
-Falling in Reverse
On a lighter note! Im getting a new phone! Whoo Hoo!!
In the last few months quite a few things have happened.
1. I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years, the reason: I don’t want to commit. Yes I know, you’re probably thinking: “You only realise that after 5years??? Really? “
2. Hooked up with a bunch of retards; no really…
3. Made friends with my first love again, and yes, I know, that’s not a clever plan, but who the hell cares what you think in any case.
4. Went to a wedding with my first love.
5. Ended up being friends with benefits! I’ve got needs to!
6. And Last but not least fell in love with him.
So from now on the ex will be referred to as my Mr M. I thought me of all people would be against love, but not when it comes to him. We broke up about 5 years ago, and we might have had the worst relationship ever, BUT we were teenagers. He doesn’t know how I feel about him; we made a promise that we will not be more then friends.
