I haven’t been blogging that much anymore, sorry scrap that; I have not been on Blogger for almost 3months.
Maybe because work, studies and New York keep occupying my mind. And no I am not in New York.
I wish I was though.
My friend asked me this morning If I’ve got a dream? I mean really, what a dumb question is that? Everybody has dreams don’t they?
I told her my dream, and saying it out load actually made me feel like it is a bit farfetched????
I want to be a Art Director in New York City!
The requirements to enter the US are a bit strict though. But I am reading through all the documentation, and who know maybe before I am 30, my dream might have come true…
Since I was a little girl, you always disappointed me, guess I should be used to it by now... But you know what, Im not, I always try and see the good in you, always trying to be Daddies little girl… I forgave you when you forget my 16th Birthday and only a week after you said happy 15th, I forgave you for not having a healthy relationship that will actually last more then a few years, without you cheating on them, and making me get used to an idée of a new step mom…
I know I stepped out of line when I said that I hated you, and that I refused to speak to you for more then 8months… and I am sorry about that.
Yesterday I thought you changed, you even remembered my birthday, I was so excited that you said you will come past today and say Happy Birthday… From 15:00 I was waiting and now you only tell me you won’t make it because you are busy, after 21 years, don’t you think that you can make time for your daughter just this once???
Posted by
Chantz
2:29 PM
Pretty Please???
I never have a issue on what to wear on a night out, but the last few days I keep on feeling like a plain jane, my hair is dead, my make just never wants to look hot anymore, and my clothes feel outdated… So I went shopping for the perfect outfit for my Bday party tomorrow night, just now I have no idée what to do with my hair and make up, My top is turquoise with white in, and I am wearing Black Skinny Jeans with Black Rocker type ankle boots and its got one hell of a heel, Freaking cute ankle boots…
So now I have no idée what to do with my hair??? Should I tie it up, let it hang loose? Straighten it, Curl it???
Then my make up, Smokey eyes or Natural Make up???
Oi, its difficult being a girl.
I really want to make a impression…
Posted by
Chantz
8:46 AM
and I will make fun of everything if I want to....
So today (yesterday) is the day that I am finally legal and all grown up... Yay...
My Birthday Celebrations started last weekend already, ANd we are stil going strong... :)
Will post all embarrassing pictures, lol
Ive realised as well that Ive got the most amazing friends...
THANKS EVERY ONE FOR A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY
